Christmas Can Totally Freakin’ Suck it.

Christmas Can Totally Freakin’ Suck it.

I’ve been doing better. My mood has been better. I have been focusing on the good stuff a lot more lately. J and I have had some big talks, some heart to hearts. And I have been trying to stop comparing him to my ex.

I had distanced myself a little but J was his calm self. I’ve been going over there. Doing our thing. Just a little less intensity. Continue reading “Christmas Can Totally Freakin’ Suck it.”

Dating a Pot Head: I don’t MarjiWanna Do It Anymore. I Just Cantabis Take It.

Dating a Pot Head: I don’t MarjiWanna Do It Anymore. I Just Cantabis Take It.

Warning: This is a ranting whiny relationshipy post. Sorry.

I’ve known this fact but denied it for months. I feel  I can no longer continue my journey with J.

I wanted this to work. Not because it was convenient. Not because it was a rebound. Not because I need it.

But Continue reading “Dating a Pot Head: I don’t MarjiWanna Do It Anymore. I Just Cantabis Take It.”

Blegh.

Blegh.

I cannot for the life of me get a good positive groove back.

I am obsessed with nit picking and obsessing on the negative.

I am pretty sure I am in the middle of destructing my relationship with J. I have been cold, passive aggressive, frustrated. Continue reading “Blegh.”