Last Thursday I borrowed $40 from my mom. $40 I paid back on Friday when I was paid. This Monday … Continue reading Shit Show: Don’t lend money honey.
Today I write because I’m in a shit ass shitty mood. And like every person on this planet, I hate … Continue reading TICB: A Creepy Blanket, Shit Mood, Humanity.
Life has been so fast. I am thankful to see the end of the holidays and all the running and … Continue reading Fast.
I cannot for the life of me get a good positive groove back.
I am obsessed with nit picking and obsessing on the negative.
I am pretty sure I am in the middle of destructing my relationship with J. I have been cold, passive aggressive, frustrated. Continue reading “Blegh.”
So I am keeping tally. We are 2 child support payments behind. A bounced check from babysitting two weeks ago (and fees) and this week is more babysitting money and a child support payment.
A total of: $850.00 is owed to me as of Friday. I’m guessing I will not see half that.
Meanwhile, he is selling the house. And I (the idiot that I am) look up the listing. I felt that feeling I have become all too used to in the past year. The one where I have my heart torn out of my chest. I scroll through the photos of the place I put my blood sweat and tears into, the place I always thought would be where my life would be. Each photo was harder than the last. The walls were painted different, there is new furniture… wait. NEW FURNITURE?!?!?! Continue reading “Why Do I Feel Like The Bad Guy?”