LOL. Sounded good though right? I wanted to address this post (It’s been a while) to anyone who is in … Continue reading How To Get Divorced Like a Graceful Unicorn, and Move on like the Champion You Know You Are.
I hope I haunt you. When our son Smiles and he looks just like me. When you see your empty … Continue reading Poetry: Ghosts
Last night J and I went to get chicken wings at a local place. It was late, we were hungry but we were our normal people watching, joke cracking selves. It wasn’t busy but service was slow for some reason. By the time the waitress brought me a fruity rum drink I was on a starving empty stomach. A few sips and I felt my mouth moving and my brain floating around somewhere taking my filter with it. Continue reading “Shit Show: Life is More Like Desperate Housewives Than You Think?”
How many people head to a marriage counselor before divorce?
The first time he came to me, told me he didn’t love me any more I was crushed. But I was optimistic we could do this. I knew this was just a bump. For 11 years it was us against the world. I can’t lose him. Continue reading “On a Scale of 1-10”
Burning hot crimson red flames dancing around her as she sleeps Her white gown is singed black She wakes to … Continue reading Poetry: Crimson
Clair…Claire (However the hell you spell your name),
I don’t know you. I don’t want to. I don’t like you. I used to hate you but time is the most wonderful healer of pain. I just don’t like you.
I hope you find love. I hope you have a beautiful family and your life is in order. Continue reading “Letters I will Never Send: Dear The Other Woman,”
Lately I’ve been thinking.
Thoughts I’ve buried. Thoughts I’ve deemed too difficult to process.
And mix it with thoughts that counteract the trauma. The “Look how far I’ve come now” kind of thoughts.
I remember driving in the car. We dropped the boy off with mom and dad and making our way home to pack for a quick weekend trip to Chicago. It was my “Hail Mary” to save our marriage. Continue reading “My Worst Divorce Memory”