Three weeks ago J had a full hip replacement on his right side. I know it was a hard choice … Continue reading What the F Did I Get Myself Into?!?!?
I’m trying to get the energy to go to the gym. But I’ve been laying here crying instead. I’m sapped. … Continue reading TICB: I Hate Everyone.
Lately I’ve been thinking.
Thoughts I’ve buried. Thoughts I’ve deemed too difficult to process.
And mix it with thoughts that counteract the trauma. The “Look how far I’ve come now” kind of thoughts.
I remember driving in the car. We dropped the boy off with mom and dad and making our way home to pack for a quick weekend trip to Chicago. It was my “Hail Mary” to save our marriage. Continue reading “My Worst Divorce Memory”
Lately. Far more often than I’d like. I get flashbacks of the fights.I get flashbacks of the good times too.
I stopped going to therapy. Not because I feel like I needed to, but because I had to. Continue reading “I Need A Good Day.”
Today I didn’t keep it together. Today i fell apart. Continue reading I Made a Mistake.