I’ve been doing better. My mood has been better. I have been focusing on the good stuff a lot more lately. J and I have had some big talks, some heart to hearts. And I have been trying to stop comparing him to my ex.
I had distanced myself a little but J was his calm self. I’ve been going over there. Doing our thing. Just a little less intensity. Continue reading “Christmas Can Totally Freakin’ Suck it.”
It is. Life is disgusting and twisted and if it weren’t for the fact that it is also beautiful and a wonderful gift, I would wonder why the hell we bother with day to day.
But what sucks more is sharing custody with your little baby boy. Continue reading “TICB: Shit is hard”
Today I am crying because: Christmas is coming. It’s July. JULY. And I’m all over here like:
“Wahhhh” Sobbing at my desk at work. Festering and dwelling. Telling the guys in the back as they walk by “Wow my allergies are awful today” ::insert phony laugh:: Yeah… They are not buying that I am sure.
Why? Because these “Christmas in July” sales are getting me thinking about December. And Christmas will be here and I am NOT. NOT NOT NOT NOT. Not at all mentally prepared for the shared custody at Christmas this year. Continue reading “TICB: Christmas”