The Wrong Kind of “Love” Triangle.

The Wrong Kind of “Love” Triangle.

It’s NOT a LOVE triangle though… DEFINITELY. 

So I’ve been officially divorced for almost a year now (One month from today is the year).

I have been dating J for a little over a year.

I have been a Mom for two and a half.

I was a Wife for 7.

And so far I have been a stable emotional being for 0 years.

I know now with my new life is new obstacles. Most of which I am not ready for.

Now here is the scenario: Continue reading “The Wrong Kind of “Love” Triangle.”

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Avoid Music That Makes Your Chest Tight.

Avoid Music That Makes Your Chest Tight.

This Means for me, Country. It’s like they write songs that make you want tear your heart out of your chest, put it in a blender and then lay on the floor while you writhe in pain.

Curiosity got me this morning. I saw this one pop up. Recommended on YouTube. (Thanks YouTube) Better Man – Little Big Town. Continue reading “Avoid Music That Makes Your Chest Tight.”

On a Scale of 1-10

On a Scale of 1-10

How many people head to a marriage counselor before divorce?

We did.

The first time he came to me, told me he didn’t love me any more I was crushed. But I was optimistic we could do this. I knew this was just a bump. For 11 years it was us against the world. I can’t lose him. Continue reading “On a Scale of 1-10”

The Other Woman

The Other Woman

As I type this I’m still shaky. I JUST wrote the unsent letter to her.

I JUST relived a painful memory involving her.

And tonight, after work I went to Target to pick up some things and do what I do at Target. Shop. I was looking at a pretty blue tank top. Continue reading “The Other Woman”

TICB: Christmas

TICB: Christmas

Today I am crying because: Christmas is coming. It’s July. JULY. And I’m all over here like:

“Wahhhh” Sobbing at my desk at work. Festering and dwelling. Telling the guys in the back as they walk by “Wow my allergies are awful today” ::insert phony laugh:: Yeah… They are not buying that I am sure.

Why? Because these “Christmas in July” sales are getting me thinking about December. And Christmas will be here and I am NOT. NOT NOT NOT NOT. Not at all mentally prepared for the shared custody at Christmas this year. Continue reading “TICB: Christmas”